its just me

shifting

2010-01-03T06:34:00.002+08:00

im at tumblr now. :D easier to update. less constant naggings too! :D

rockingrocks.tumblr.com

Adios muchachos!

:D

2009-12-11T05:37:00.002+08:00

Corrinne May - Angel in Disguise

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue

and I stumbled out of bed

and dragged my feet across the room

Right outside my front door was a rose

and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'

But out on the street it starts to pour

and before I get soaking wet,

A total stranger runs to give me

the jacket off his back

I turn around to thank him

But he waves me with a smile

I can hardly believe my eyes

He puts on a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary

Don't need to look at Paradise

You could be next to

an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch

and we had a delicious meal

But I forgot to bring my wallet

I felt like an imbecile

But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and

Bought me a chicken sandwich

To take home for tea

But out on the street with nothing to eat

A man and his shopping cart go

Travelling to places,

Collecting social graces

I give him my sandwich

and we chatter for a while

I see a rainbow wash over his eyes

He gives me his halo and

I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary

Don't need to look for Paradise

You could be next to an angel in disguise

Don't try to hide away from me

I know you're by my side

Take a look at the ordinary

Don't need to look for Paradise

You could be next to

an angel in disguise

Everyday can be legendary

Every minute, an endless surprise

You could be the next angel in disguise

I woke up this morning

Feeling kind of new.

POST POSTING POSTED!

2009-11-30T07:30:00.003+08:00

*edit from previously trying to upload photos in school. which failed~

HELLO! :D

week 7 of sem 2!

now in school doing assignment. the rest are sleeping and snoring away~

check it OUT!

oh and i just got a new laptop recently. to do my works and stuff. So i don't have to get stuck in the small crammy cold lab to do my course stuffs. its an spanking awesome newwwww RED VAIO~

aweeesome!

plus bruce com is awesome too. HAHAHA!

schools holidays soon!! Christmas is coming. money dwindling. stay tuned~ :D

previously on...

2009-10-27T04:58:00.007+08:00

cant get to sleep. so im finally blogging :D

at least a post for this month.

--------Previously on A day with Ericson~--------

(insert cool music)

(insert cool intro)

Long Long time ago.....

(i have nothing better to do)

(Flash back to 2mths ago)

(insert blinding white light)

finish itp.(FINALLY!)

Gotten pay from itp after like 1 month.

LTC @ Ubin.

My 20th birthday.

Rot at home enjoying holidays.

Alvin house rock banding and mahjong.

alexia birthday chalet.

robbyy bbq birthday.

jessica surprise birthday surprise.

starbucks late at nights.

timothy and shafiq first gig @ marina barrage.

nights @ east coast with guitars.

Rayaing @ ikhwans! (yum beef noodle and tidbits)

Liyana house visit.

ikhwan goes to cD :D

iPhone died

visit to arthur's MANSION!

Fyp planning starts.

Results release.

self hair cuts.

iPhone alive for 3days then went into coma again.

overnights school/house.

school starts.

fyp begins.

keep fit for napfa test!!

thats all i can remember in 5mins. :D

till the next episode!

(still got credits below :D)

THE END

Director - Ericson

Assistant Director - Ericson

Camera Man - Ericson

Screenplay - Ericson

Music - Ericson

Blog - Ericson

Actor - Ericson

Extras - Ericson

Stuntman - Ericson

Pre Production - Ericson

Production - Ericson

Post Production - Ericson

No lifer who scroll all the way to here - YOU! :D

:D :D :D :D

ubin

2009-09-28T07:13:00.001+08:00

first post after so long.

and im going to

UBIN!

ciaos~

2week mad rush!

2009-08-11T03:59:00.002+08:00

night time are the best times.

so. whats up! 2 more freaking weeks man to end of itp!
overnights at school doing nothing. sometimes do work. sometimes for play.
celebrated kim and weijun bday.
baby gone malaysia and back again.
watch movies.
did some work.
here and there and there and here

hmmm. now where life is like at its 1/4 of the destination. when life will soon becoming repetitive and boring. when people will stop laughing at silly things. when people will stop doing silly things. soon. work. money. relationship. image. society standing. will start to take over and all these will just be a thing of the past.

money was no problem last time. i could survive with 2bucks a day. still manage to save and buy myself a tamiya car in 1 or 2 weeks time. now 10bucks will disapper with a flick of a wrist. no money = go home.

ooh. i wanna invest in this.
a pair of skates. a guitar. a wacom tablet.
pay come. pay come. pay come!

presents

2009-07-27T02:15:00.005+08:00

remember?
(ps. my lost watch! :P)

AND WOOO! another weekend past. means. closer to ending itp already!!
just cant wait to get this over and done with.

oh on a side note. i hate singapore weather. hot hot hot. sweaty. humid. i swear im going migrate. just because of the weather. freaking killing me. and sickness spreading like fire. cough here cough there. ahchoo here ahchoo there. take care. drink water. will all your properties and wealth to me. :)

oh since alot ppl birthday coming. i also want a wishlist. :)
a spanking new uber cool laptop!

a brand new big big mountain or seaside house!

a shiny awesome white yacht!

a driver license and a cool matte black lotus elise!

a fabulous gleaming helicopter!

okay, if you can give me any of the above list
ill be at your beck and call for the next 100years! +next generations too.

on a rather far note. i never shown my anger outside home before. that was the first time. i had to walk to cool it off. your the first person ever to see it. i understand why u were mad too. it was my fault. i didnt understand. till you had to on the tap again. i swear not to make you cry again. i promise.

sleep!

2009-07-20T00:54:00.003+08:00

camps. enjoyable.

AND AGAIN! there goes the weekends. needa rest!

its getting tiring each and each time to stay later at night. the older you get. the more sleep you need. all those wasted hours. sleeping when we could be doing something important. i hope one day someone would invent something that let us sleep for 1hr that is equivalent to 12hours. we could do so much more.

cant wait to get back into life.

concentrate. merge. filter twice. then release.
remember ericson?

water hammer

2009-07-13T01:14:00.002+08:00

Publish Post

one of those overnight super random days

whooooffffppps. there goes the weekends.

And its back to work again. :D

sorry for making you cry again baby. its gonna be alright. no worries.

moooonnneeey!

2009-06-28T01:08:00.003+08:00

princess to me :)

one post before i sleep. my blocked and leaking nose is killing me. i can breathe thru one side only hahah!

gosh still got long way to go more before the itp ends. yawns. alot alot things to do now. anyway. thats not the point. i want my itp money!! though very little only. i havent recieve the pay! and i was planning what to use the money for. but i havent recieved mine in 2mths! reaching 3rd month soon too!! not that i urgently need. but its still money!

besides that. i sense a storm coming. :|

careful. you have been warned.

simple msg

2009-06-22T17:07:00.003+08:00

i wldnt feel so down back then.

now at work super bored. just woke up from a tiny short nap. alot things to do in a short span of time.

yesterday and sat was at marina barrage for the water fest thingy. film for solar boat race. sat after marina barrage, i went sentosa with the rest to rest rest abit. then went for the beach party. cool. lots of cool and hot ~~girls~~ people. mon is the usual, work! hahah!

anyway waiting for a msg that i think wldnt come, or probably late at night then come. cant be bothered anyways.

today is the day i shall start keep fit mission. napfa test soon anyway. i wanna get at least a silver for it. :)

Life's like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon
With only one way down
Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand

laughs

2009-06-12T13:38:00.002+08:00

i miss those days.

its been such a long time since i had a good laugh it actually hurt. its damn pain like its choking me. but it felt real good. my character is breaking. need to revert. where is the restore to default button?

stayed overnight for the past 2night. doing nothing. playing game watching the rest rushing assignments. bored. itp is boring.
lost my psp recently. left outside my door for 15min. at 11pm+ come back out. dissappered. wasted!!!
i just realise i typed 5post out before but i didnt post it. no wonder i havent been posting anything. and baby went to china. total BOREDOM! someone ask me out?

oh and btw. sorry to those 6. really i am. i didnt check the date before and it took so long for me to realise. i really wanted to go. honestly. and the thing i had on was also canceled, thats why i was at home. i tried calling but no one was picking. next time die die also i go. soooorrry! :)

and oh ya twice. i just hit a 100 post. HAHAH!

faded colours

2009-05-26T06:53:00.002+08:00

here i am. in the earliest morning chionging my assignment. its been such long time since i last update. all the latest updates can be found on my FB. =]

anyway things have been a lil repetitive lately. this, that and that. till at some point it gets boring. i think im pretty boring. sense of sadness when all my actual batch friends officially graduate today while i still have 1 more year to complete.

i just realise that the weather here is omg unbearable. sweaty sweaty. hot hot. i like genting weather. natural aircon everywhere. so cooling.
i have so much things i wanna do, but i dunno where to start. i guess i better end up my project first. thats the update for now. blues clues?

stale

2009-05-04T02:53:00.002+08:00

look at how much we've grown.

life is pretty stale at the moment. itp is okay. doing video for school of EEE. abit boring sometimes 9-6. good thing is that im in school. thats where everyone is. can meet of lunch and stuffs. wonder if i can take leave for 3days to go overseas. hahah!

anyways. will be busy with itp soon. so no time to do alot stuff. i have a bet with glenn saying if i slim down by june he will treat me a meal to anywhere i want. i got 4weeks to do it! jogging with me anyone? healthy lifestyle. wooo!

3.30am now and i have work tmr at 9. YAAAWWWNNNN!! but eating breakfast with baby at 8. early better sleep soon!! will post something better next time.

up and downs.
3.30am

irritate.

2009-04-20T01:01:00.005+08:00

boring/down to the maxx.
why?
why?
so many thing i wanna say.
lazy and part of me don't want to. troubles anyway.
so heck. u do i do too.
im just plain lazy and annoyed.
gibberish. yes i know.
i understand thats all.
so heck.
now i understand why.

problem solved.
its me. =]

I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Had finally begun to create so much pressure
That I'd soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

again.

replies or not.
01:06am

back from where ever.

2009-04-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

back from where ever i was.
its mid april already and this is my first post of the month. i want to blog. but dunno what to. always open blogger then close it. hahah! anyway. yea long time since camp over. day1 hero. day2 sleep. day3 hero day4 hero. wooo! lazy explain. go look ard if you want details. all macham the same one. hahah! i lost 3kg in camp =]

anyhoo. back to school soon. which means ITP again. starting out it seems fun slowly slowly it beocomes draggy and you want to end it quick. this time 4mths instead of 2. twice the boringness. hahah! back to school depression. "happy" schooling next week. =]

sometimes. i want to run far far away. walk around aimless till my legs give way. sit in a bus, that takes me nowwhere till my butt rots. keep quiet the whole day, till my lips dry up and crack. but i would get bored and find something else to do.

4 freaking good years.

a long ago photo. =]

i need to rest awhile
03:31am

busy bee

2009-03-30T02:31:00.003+08:00

man, im off to camp today/tomorrow. miss me lots.
4days till thursday. i hope.
then mon to thurs again next week.

lots of stuff to do tmr.
pack bag.
going school first to pick up deferment letter.
going 3 depot road. where the heck is that. for my ns thingy.
traveling around to buy some prizes.
go back school by 3pm.
officially dmit prep camp.

wow. this week gonna be long. and the next too.
after that is spice week. then school starts.
which means itp AGAIN! WOOOO!
have fun people =]

gone gone awaaaay~
02:35

bioclock

2009-03-24T03:29:00.005+08:00

lazy blog the photos now. maybe next post =]

help. my bioclock is screwed.
im sleeping at 10/11pm. waking up at 2/3am unable to after that and feel lethargic in the afternoon.
afternoon naps consist of 1/2hrs of sleep. mrt/bus = 20min. i can sleep anytime during the day. but after 3am i just cant get back to sleep.
help me. i just woke and and cant sleep back and i want to sleep very much but CANNOT.
and nobody i close with is awake at this kind of timing. craps

man thats screwed up.

sleepless nights
03:32

ADD p1

2009-03-22T13:35:00.002+08:00

hey! awesome ADD i think. though abit last minute and had to rush some stuffs. it went pretty well i think. behind ugly, infront nice can liao. hahah! wait till i get the pictures. alot people came in the end. though not all seats were fully full. and damn i did not win anything again. now thats sad.

and results. omg did so poorly. i don't want post the results here. so sad. dun talk about it already. next year confirm plus chop ill do my best until like siao. somemore last year already. 4years in sp. Wooo!! sad. all my batch people going off this year. means no more seeing them ard in the school anymore. happy graduating guys. wait for me. next year. haha!

till i post the ADD pictures then =]

*and oh ya. my baby is back from ?fake france? hahah! gonna meet her later! Woohoo!!

**and my iphone is still spoilt. lying in its grave. no money to get it fix. same as my psp. sadded.

bide farewell
01:42pm

RESULTS!!

2009-03-17T21:37:00.008+08:00

RESULTS

OUT

IN

A

FEW

HOURS

TIME.

which is like later on la.

omg. seriously scared. hahah!!

please dun fail anything okay? especially drawing.
im sorry i did not attend class and attendence below 75%. i promise to do better next time. please dont fail me now. =]

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!!!

please please now?
09.40pm

blogged finally

2009-03-09T02:28:00.005+08:00

whoa. finally done with the skin. WOOO! took me over a month. busy lah. busy!! now u all can stop complaining bout my boring old skin. okay thats about it!

woo. its FO period now. though alot problem here and there me thinks. 1more month to FOC.
btw DMIT ADD is on the 20th march. anyone interested in going? drop me an pm this week.
yup. dunno. just helping here and there i guess. pangseh zhenli bruce jan they all today. suppose go recce for something but i couldnt make it cuz mum wanted me to destroy some cabinet at home to fit the headboard of a bed in. after that being a good boy, i noticed the sink in the bathroom abit clogged up. went ahead to fix it as well. super disgusting all the black shits and stuffs of dunno what. collected months ago.

was abit flu-ish sick today too cuz of the "cycling event" yesterday. abit turned up. cycled here. visit red house. then wanted to go OCH. but it rain HEAVILY half way. sit in a bus stop awhile let it lessen. then headed back. bicycle auntie so good. nver charge us for overtime cuz it was raining. ate then cabbed back home with baby.

last friday was 3rd month with my awesome darling baby. spent a day with her. eat at billy's then watched movie.

awesome pretty her and handsome me

yupped =]

all photos ripped from her blog anyways. =p

gave her a super huge sunflower. whole day spent with love.
i love you baby so much =] happy 3rd!! and more to come

funny thing was, jenny saw me that day. she complained to me on msn that her bf didnt give her a flower once. patrick, her bf was my friend too. he complained to me saying i was an asshole. make jenny complain to him. hahaha! boliao la u two.

now that was long. hahaha thats 1month of not blogging for you. enjoy~

revival.
02:38am

salty~

2009-02-17T12:08:00.003+08:00

cry me a river~ for my awesome boredom-ness.
need to fix this laptop thats been bugging me.
want to find job but too lazy to. boring anyways.
everyone having their exams. till nxt week.
gang went overseas. for 2 freaking months.
baby working. morn till night.

seriously, bored. i need to get a life
go out anyone? =]

booorrring~
12:20pm

holiday?

2009-02-16T14:37:00.005+08:00

big typo.
HAHAHA

kin laaaa!

2009-02-12T07:38:00.005+08:00

man, time is passing ever so slowly.
a few more days people!!!

then its oooooovvvvveeeerrrrr~

*edit, sorry la. i no exams maaa.

2more weeks for some~ =]

lost.lose
7:38am

bored

2009-02-05T07:30:00.005+08:00

taking a break from assignments so im doing this =]

How are you feeling today?
Lost!- Coldplay
like really la

Will you get far in life?
Going down in flames - 3 doors down
im gonna be burnt to death.

What is your life purpose?
Figure it out - Plain White T's
cheh. stupid answer.

How do your friends see you?
What's it feel like to be a ghost - Taking back sunday
am i a ghost?

What do you think of the person you like?
Make damn sure - Taking back sunday
yea damn sure im right

Will you get married?
Give me one good reason - Blink182
HAHA!!

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Buried myself alive - The used
i bury myself alive while on fire?

What's the worst thing that could happen?
Sleep - My chemical Romance
sleep is never the worst thing

What is your best friend's theme song?
Hero - Nickelback

What is the story of your life?
Hakuna Matata
yea, no worries for the rest my life

What was high school like?
4th Period: Clothes off - Gym Class Heroes
unfortunately, we had all our clothes on.

What is the best thing about your friends?
I'd Do Anything - Simple Plan
i wish =]

What song describes you?
Obviously - Mcfly
so whats the obvious thing?

How is your life going?
Tell me what to do - Metro Stations
yea, seriously tell me what to do

What makes you laugh?
One more weekend - The academy is...
one more weekend to what? HOLIDAYS =D

What makes you cry?
When we die - Bowling for soup
bye bye people.

What's the worst thing that could happen?
Running out of time - Simple Plan
YEA seriously. no time at all lah!

What song will they play at your funeral?
You Probabably couldnt see for the lights - Artic Monkeys
no! i wanna see the light when i die!

How will you die?
Makes me wonder - Maroon5
seriously makes me wonder!

Will you have a happy life?
Lions roar - The hush sounds
lion roar? huh?

If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Walk in the sun - Mcfly
Maybe ill be less tanned?

What should you do with your life?
Our time is now - Plain White tees
now? later how?

How can I make myself happy?
Let it roll - All time low
let the good times rooolll~

Will you ever have children?
When it rains - Paramore
only raining i can have kids ah?

What will you post this as?
drunk again - Reel big fish
not really drunk but feeling ganjue of drunkness now

okay back to work =] schools in 2hrs time

changes.
07.46am

recaps

2009-01-26T21:04:00.002+08:00

hello okay. here is it.

life has been a little stale lately. not much things done. staying in school. stoning in school. doing work at school. hanging in school. yes all at the wonderful school. haha! financial crisis lately cuz of overspending. tsk. save money ericson save money.

but staying at school beats hanging out at home. facing housework which i nver do, or my mum face scolding me for not helping ard the house. tsk. last time i used to go home late, she scold me say everyday come home late. now i go home early also scold me.tsk. these few days feeling real tired and sleepy. over use my mind i think. have to take care lots of things. now cant even last past 2am then i fall asleep already. TIRED!

so lucky now is chinese new year. 2days break till school resumes and the mad rush for assignments will begin once more. i experienced it alot time already thats why my face looks so unstressed. think positive =] then exams will begin. think i will not have exam so im free. assignments all the way. and my dumb laptop is spoilt so i cant use maya or photoshop cuz it will hang. think something inside burnt. of all times.

awaiting the holidays then on to another phase in life. WOOO! cant wait. things were much simpler last time.

sometimes i wonder.
09.09pm

an update

2009-01-23T01:46:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

yea yea. sorry for the lack of updates. busy busy busy beeee!!

so this is an here is it.

DONE!

ayiah i lazy update la. now stop bugging me to update.

ill do it my pace.

so for now. be satisfied with this.

~~promise~~ try my best for a real update soon.

cheese!

lazy beginning

01:48

new awesome year

2009-01-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

2008 was a good year.

Awesome.

It was the year,

I manage to change my not so awesome study option, to the one I’m taking now.

No regrets. 1year of my life wasted only.

A very fast summary that i am thinking now, if I can sum up the whole 2008.

January;
First time skipped impt EXAM.
Passed heng.
Final results sucks.
Febuary;
Smit ADD.
Freakishly hot weather.
ITP CRAP! boring as crap.
Playing psp and sleeping in the toilet.
Sat suns, are holidays!
March;
ITP=watch drama and animes.
Rib hurt like hell disease.
Smit prep camp
April;
Smit fo camp; Ericson=year1
Last day of ITP! Woo!
Schooling begins.
Surprised first day, when they told I was changing option!
May;
Schooling rocks.
Another freakishly hot weather.
June;
Financial lowest.
Totally broke that I even dream of richest.
July
Assignment rushes.
Stalking for a friend.
August.
First time going hospital to check up; allergic reaction
Bitten by Chinese bug.
LTC. Burdens
Sept;
Finally iphone.
2weeks later , near death incident, cuz it tried to swim.
Drama addict month.
Near death. Flying birds.
LTC mth.
October;
Birthday! Woo; gotten a skirt.
Conning incident
Timetable=rocks!
Back to school.
Nov;
Badminton, LAN gaming month.
Lucky charm.
Crazy month; from down to super high.
Dec.
Something GREAT happened.
After that iphone died.
Lonely Christmas.
And both came back on the same day.

And thus concluding my 5min of thinking for 2008 summary. Most this I remember in the 5min reminiscing. Other stuffs still kept in memories to come.

2009 will be an awesome year! No doubt. Hopefully. I guess.
NO! IT WILL BE!

Happy new year! Cheers.

ctel

eef

02:07pm

back back!!

2008-12-29T00:58:00.003+08:00

oh yay. can you feel my "excitement"? school starting tomorrow. in a couple of hrs time actually! wooooooo. assignment rush and late night assignment-ing times again!! okay la, actually schools not bad. minus, classes, assignment, test. perfect already.

2009 is in a few days away. 2days actually. wow. so fast. i haven prepare to go in 2009 yet. thinking back, 2008 flies so fast. will type out in my next post. hopefully. oh and YA. baby and baby2 is BACK. WOO!! same day somemore. fate~ 3days to have fun b4 iphone dies on me again. CHOY~!

christmas was the same as ever. church. eat. visit. eat. new faces. eat. eat. eat. and more eating. lalalala. yum food. hang out with a bunch of people during christmas.
nxt day. spsu add. none of us win any prizes. t-shirt, vest. tada. nice already.
disco night after that. high awhile. tired already. no energy. talk crap after that with a bunch outside.
met sq papa, and other old old people. like after so long. SEE SQ UR NAME LEH! =]. still the same but no more boy boy feel already. more MAN. i think. after that. dunno what happened in there after that. ate breakfast at macs. crazy drivers tim, shafiq anyhow drive. went back club sleep awhile. train back ALONE. met gwen halfway though. lucky got her talk to. if not dunno go where already. rest day on sat.
and sun. met baby finally after omg ~~3947293847years~~ 1week. miss her so much. went surprise visit wan,serene. gave HANDMADE CARDS BY ME! 10days,10night no sleep make card. better appreciate. ahaha. exaggerated.

all words no pic make my head dizzy. ahaha!! too lazy upload.

2,6,19

01:28am

christmas!

2008-12-25T13:31:00.009+08:00

hey!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

just manage to squeeze a bit of time to type this. wishing every a merry christmas and hopefully a GREAT new year ahead!!

things have been pretty down lately, causing me to not feel the christmas and new year thingy. this is not the first time that happened. alot of times. all my time spent, memories, enjoyable times. just burnt. tsk what am i doing? i started it and it started to snowball.
this time.

im not gonna let that happen. again!
It's not supposed to go like that

~~It's not intended to end that way~~

~~Life is a journey constantly turning~~

~~Down an unknown path~~

~~But it's not supposed to go like that - rascal flatts~~

probem solved. =]. left a few more to go!!

change to happy mood. =]

6more days to new year.

5more till i get my wonderful present. *wink wink*

4more till school starts

3more till god knows what

2more till she comes back.

1more till boxing day.

ENJOY~

two hands to clap

01:48pm

new

2008-12-16T21:50:00.008+08:00

hi, are you really really ericson?

one of my good friend told me this.
super super sadded.

december is here!!. christmas is soon! Next year is in a couple of days time. WOOOO!

mums coming back. means finally food at home. baby flying off, means lonely christmas. school starts back end of december. BOOO!! money come rolling in PLEASE!! 2009 will be an exciting awesome year!! All the way now!!

and my iphone spoil. sadded

i love my baby!

welcome. new life.

12:46am

=]

2008-12-06T22:44:00.005+08:00

6dec

note to self:

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super happy

10.45pm

cycling

2008-11-26T12:39:00.003+08:00

hey! guess what. next week is the last week of SCHOOL! omg so fast. i seriously need the break. assignment rush this week. been getting sick. staying overnight at school last week to play games and do work. keh. i need the break. i need $$ i need alot of things. havent been going out lately. just mainly stay at school/home to do work. or talk cock, sing song, play ~~mahjong~~ daidee with friends.

went cycling with a bunch of ppl, weehong,wan,me,annchee,serene,cheryl. on sunday. it was omg freakingly hot when i left the house. i reach the lift i sweating le ahahah. met with cheryl who was omg late. then train to pasir ris which is omg far. met with the rest who was also omg late. ate abit then went to the park to cycle. BUT. at the cycling thingy. it started raining omg heavily. and we were stuck in a shelter in the omg awesome weather. my clothes which were meant to stay overnight at a friend house was omg wet and i cancelled it. played daidee -.- in the shelter till the cards got omg wet so we just waited till the rain let up. after that cycled to dunno where. finally going back. eat. that trained back in the omg long journey back home. but i had cheryl and annchee company so i didnt mind cuz cheryl stayed further then me =]

we played in the playground!

the part where, i fell off the stairs on the bike and hurt badly. lol

school is ending soon so ya. goodluck for everything everyone. oh ya thanks wangting for the omg awesome lucky charm thingy from japan <3 =]

hope it stays.

12:56pm

events

2008-11-15T15:01:00.005+08:00

whew. super tiring. one event after the other. badminton, lan gaming then fow. ouch.

ERICSON go classes!! need to do assignments le.

fc5 with aircon = sucks. its super cold and noisy. plus i have been eating at fc5 for almost everyday for quite long already. super unhealthy and expensive.

events take up alot of time. but fun cuz of friends all around. time flies when they are around.

badminton. i was a temp staff. super cool cuz not much importance were put in them. we were usually linesmen. i can take off after a game and play. so its kinda cool. got to know more people. my throat hurts at the end cuz i was the applause manager. shouting que-s to applause when needed. lol!

was vandalised the other day during langaming event. by cheryl and ethel. they had nothing to do. armed with a pen or a maker they walk around looking for people to vandalise on. after that had dinner? with them and tim at. funan then went over to smu to see eggone gig. stayed for a while cuz we were really tired.

after vandalised.

its the november. which means if it was 3years? back it would be the holidays now. omg im now feeling the holiday mood. but assignments dues are nearby. its contradicting. come on holidays. hurry here!! mums and lil bro leaving on sunday to phil. damn i wanna go too!!

hints hints

3.10pm

suddenly, i wish

2008-11-03T01:23:00.003+08:00

SUDDENLY I WISH,

it was a holiday now.

i had taken that job.

to go out like now.

to have a cow in my room.

it was snowing now.

its christmas.

its new year.

im graduating this year.

it my birthday.

to have lots of money.

to go to another country.

it was me.

BUT, as usual schools tomorrow till 6th of dec. then from 29 dec till 16 feb. =]

all the way now. time flies so fast.

still in depressed mood

01:31am

courtesy courtesy!

2008-10-30T23:07:00.005+08:00

okay! this week was super fun. why? cuz it had so little school days

Mons, a holiday, tue school, wed mediacorp outing, thur, school, and of course fri no school. whee so slack [;

okay first. wed. wed was fun. we as in class and some other courses class. went to mediacorp to see don't forget the lyrics. i thought it was a normal participant. would be boring. BUT NOOO! it was fiona xie, jade seah, andrea fonseka. high. jade seah walk past me in the ally. and i was like. ? was that jade seah? jade seah? JADE SEAH? fiona so hot. andrea so tall!! so cool. but was stuck inside the studio for 3hrs? for the whole filming process. but abit fun but boring after a while. but boy! were hot?

~~kids~~ people nowadays. no respect or remorse for the elder. i was in the train just now. a old lady came in. like 60? 70? she stood in the middle of the cabin for 5 whole min. no one cared to stand up to offer the seat. sitting all there were all fit to stand. but no. none of them stood up. feeling crazy i walk up to a sec4? dude and told him to offer his seat. he pretended he dunno the old lady was there just now. then stood up to let her sit. tsk. the other cabin people after that don't dare look at me. ahaha fierce. courtesy people courtesy! tsk.

Anyway, johanna, german friend came to singapore to visit visit. went to eat with her. and slacked after that with timo. till like 4am.

now totally broke until cannot broke le. save money to pay dept -.-!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

trick or treat?

and im jumbled up!

12:11am

depressed.

2008-10-25T16:44:00.005+08:00

note to self!

Mondays a holiday.

do the google sketch up thingy.

think for assignment2 of 3d vfx

field trip on WEDNESDAY, mediacorp

save money

cut hair

time for a new one

10:46am

schooling

2008-10-19T01:56:00.001+08:00

wow. week 1 of 8 just flew past without me noticing it. school has been pretty fun so far. seeing fimilar faces and new. currently, im studying 4days a week. cuz of friday not having any lessons which is great cuz its for resting and catching up with assignments or stuffs. at my current point. i think. my attendence is still 100%? =] but i got an F for an assginment1 which cost 20% cuz i rmbered not presenting to class tht day cuz i was sick and did not have an mc. damn an F. that sucks.

also sucks cuz its the 1st week and im already broke. spent so much on dunno what. !SAVE MONEY! live on bread and water. no money no honey. tsk damn. still wishing my bank account suddenly has like 10digits number inside *wishhhhhhhhh* =]

and. at a recent dmit bbq event

eric,dev,ethel,cheryl.
"pinoy's totem"

people everywhere
"damn im short"

these days...

01:47am

old

2008-10-12T02:37:00.000+08:00

overdued. but yup. im 19 already. 19...19................19................................19!! thats like ooooolllddd. ahaha!! last year before no more the teen already. had loads of fun enjoying few days ago. eating, crapping, chilling, wasting away. and getting poked in the ass with unknown objects -.-. 2days in a row. now i have throat pain. and a fatigue body. with less then adequate rest before the school starts. thanks for the gifts. wasted cakes. burned shoe. stolen pants.pokedintheass and the greetings.

one more thing. closest to greet me to the time of my birth wassss.................
ash!! 7.15pm cuz i was born at 7.08pm =]

knowing u, u sent it at that time cuz u just woke up after ur work in the morn. so it was just lucky =]

u win an gift of eternal annoyance from yours truly. me. enjoy~ =]

ALSO ALSO. not to forget. the 10 of us. each subsequent days HAPPY BIRTHDAY x 10.

back to a more serious issue.

its a sunday. the 12 of oct. which really means that SCHOOL IS FREAKING TOMORROW!!! and it starts on the 13. how lucky. im not mentally prepared to go back to school yet. but i love my timetable i think.

this sem. i promised myself to stop my hobby of collecting low attendence letters. i will attend my classes no matter what. that is if i can wake on time =]

its the last day of holidays. enjoy~

ps. did that 2months flew by so fast?

pps. "angel" i will put the pic in my next post. ~~promised~~.

give up shall i?

03:10am

4moredays

2008-10-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

here's my "wonderful" timetable.
look at the length of each classes. urg
i got only 1, 1hr class
and my friday is blank =]

somehow, i dun want to be so old
11:06pm

ALRIGHT!

2008-10-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

okay. heres what happened. a few days ago. my phone.brand new.two weeks old.fresh.iphone fell into a freaking big bowl of soup. i fished the phone out and it started acting crazy. vibrate, screen changed. touch doesnt work. off cannot. on off on off. then i thought. my phone is dead. hopelessly dead. but i brought it home. keep in a bag of rice(rice acts like a silica gel, which helps to absorb moisture in the surrounding but weaker) and it came alive like after 3 heart agonizing days. apple had this water sensor thingy in the phone. which is like a piece of white paper when touches water it will turn pink or red. so it turned pink and it voided my warrenty. how smart of them. zzz. but its alive again. so hope it stays that way and doesnt happen again. dumb butter fingers.

another thing. that happened was a conning incident. this little kid. mind you. LITTLE KID. came up to me. asking me for 5bucks in coins. which i did have. he said along with his 5bucks. he wanted to go change into notes. but the auntie only allow 10bucks to change. so i lent him and waited for him. 30 freaking min. he never return. i went to find him but i couldnt find him. the kid conned my 5bucks. 5 freaking bucks. conned by a little kid.

anyway. after like 3hrs. i saw him around the area again. i went home. had a changed of appearence. which really didnt look like me. i went to find him. using his same trick, i asked him for a 10buck note. so that i could change for coins. but the shop allow only 20bucks. SURPRISINGLY, he went ahead and lent me. but he followed me to the shop. so changing the freaking 20bucks into coins. in 10cents 20cents. 50cents. i gave him back exactly 5dollars worth. he stood there counting for a while, then i walk away without him noticing me. heh. took my 5bucks back. but now i have lots of coins. stupid incident. lol

anyway.holidays ending a week or so. school back soon. cant wait. holidays are killing me. have fun while still can.

ps birthday on the 8. soooooooo...yea. =]

all it takes.

01.58am

octobers!

2008-10-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

hi! its october

hi! its october

hi! its october

ITS FREAKING OCTOBER ALREADY!!

we shall, one day

02:37am

butter fingers

2008-09-30T17:04:00.000+08:00

state of depression.

phone please come back?

butter fingers.

sucks.

of all days.

05:08

dramas and helicopter

2008-09-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

thanks to a certain someone. ive been watching jap dramas everyday after i come home till 4 plus. lol. i got sucked in. i watch and completed soooooooo many. i think. and wow. the actor and actress act real well in some of these show. even extras too. maybe its just me. but i think their acting are great.
i like this actress very much. HORIKITA MAKI. she so very the pretty and acts well =]. i find girls with short hair attractive

let me see what i have watched and watching.
GTO,Akihabara@deep,Attention Please,Bambino,Binbo Danshi,Brother Beat,Code Blue,Dance Drill,Densha Otaku,Dragon Zakura,Gakko Ja Oshierarenai, Gokusen1,2,3,H2,Hana Kimi,Hana yori dango1,2,Himitsu no hanazono,Hotaru no hikari,Kisarazu cat's eye,Kurosagi,Liar game, Life,My boss my hero,Nobuta Wo produce,One pound Gospel,Proposal Daisakusen,Seito Shokun,Shibatora,Stand up,Tantei Gakuen Q,Teppan Shojo Akane,Waterboys,Yamada taro monogatari,Yasuko to kenji,Yukan Club...and others i forgot.

wow thats alot. ahahahah. cant believe it too until i listed them down.thats just for jap. still got eng,korean,chinese etc. drama addict. lol! but i like their acting so cool.

okay so back in life. im broke as ever. as soon as money comes in, money goes. sheesh. im lazy to find a job. i don't want to work for a mth. im very picky. is there a job i can slack and earn $$? lol. sell backside instead ahahah.

i wanna get a helicopter too. a really cool helicopter to take me anywhere. my new dream is to own a helicopter =]. cars are just soso =]

augusta aw139 executive or something. ferrari of the sky.

price is (you have to ask, you can’t afford). thats what they said.

roughly around 12mil?

time to save =]

keeping it real

11:49am

bbbbboorrrriiinggg!

2008-09-18T01:42:00.000+08:00

dom dom dommmmm...<- mich and her stupid sound effects =]

happy birthday!

*old already laaa. gravity is taking place =]

went crazy.

bought a iphone

watch drama nonstop

paid half for $500 on food.

tore cx pants

attacked by (chinese) bugs

near death experience

found hidden money

ate finish all the tidbits.

school results out. pretty =]

all in a matter for 4days

holidays is boring me

ask me out please?

KWAAAHHHH LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!(quote mich)

kwahhh!

01.50am

itchy itchy scratchy scratchy

2008-09-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

back from ubin. again.

tired from scratching myself till fingers pain.

itchy fly away please.

Mmm mmm goes the little green frog.

stupid green frog. get away from my mind.

and frogs dun go Mmm mmm.

wait till the nxt post.

the first step.

10.14pm

cher CHERs!

2008-08-31T02:50:00.000+08:00

whew. what a long holiday. wait? 3weeks already past? and 1more month and X-weeks more to go!?!? this is one long holiday. been pretty much hanging in school. if not outside for couple of daysss already. since i have no test and shits.anyway, says
happy teachers day!?!
to teachers duh. worth mentioning here are..............

primary
ms.huang(chinese cher)
mdm.ong(eng cher)
mr.somethingwhichiforgotallofasudden(all the other subject/multi-purpose cher =] )
and all my pri teachers whom i shall rmber always.

secondary
ms.chew(very english cher)
mrs.lim(powerful maths cher. made me. f9 to a1)
mdm Veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(cooking mama)
mr tan(principal count cher?)
mrs chew(shake leg till break earn money geog cher)
mr. suhaimi(pack up pack up dnt cher)
mr harris (dnt king who can make anything)
ms soh(dnt queen. nver teach last 2 chapter. but did my dnt finals =] )
mr. jana(funny fierce guy who shouts damn loud like nobody business)
mr. mah (ditto above but wonderful art cher who punishes us like nobody business)
mr. lee (robotic cher)
ms.chiang(same shirt diff colour eng cher)
ms lloyd(thee lit cher)
ms.goh(short lit cher)
and other chers i forgots(what? its been 3years!)

poly
leon chua(friend cher. who always wan to fail me)
tanboonyuen(great progamming cher.)
jeanine(cool funny film cher)
james ang(mono funny cher)
erwinlian(cool 3d cher)
janny(great flash cher)
wendy(wow drawing cher)
ms ang(video cher)
mr.suddenlyforgothisname(-.- maths cher)
mr.ho(shiny shiny!)
kenny ong(relak 3d cher)
mr.loo(another great 3d cher)
banya(funny thai art cher)
wonder who else i missed out on?

urg. i just burned my brain, typing this. its, a wonder i could rmber so much. i wanted to type something else but its just too long. and my head hurts
so..........to be continue =]

sick weird dreams
02:58am

missing u

2008-08-21T03:12:00.000+08:00

okay i shall blog. but wht about?

i have short term memory losses once in a while and it so happens now. so i forgot what i did. anyway.

its the holidays already but im still going back to school to help jan and his burden. =)

i guess i miss school =) hates early morn classes though. hates the food in school too. cuz imagine eating for 4years. eurrgg.

its. 3am in the morn. and my living room and kitchen is making funny noises. cuz im in the dining room typing this. kinda freaky. but im a super brave kid so im fine with it =)

copied the annoying emotis at the top from nelly. kinda cool =)

can i go back being a kid? growing up is kinda troublesome.

so we shall!?

03:15am

hoildays

2008-08-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

YEA! ITS THE HOLIDAYS!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
time to get my life back.

free!

12;54pm

dead

2008-08-13T02:54:00.000+08:00

X_X

i need a break. like reaaalll soon. b4 i break down and cry.

okay maybe not C=

faster faster!

2.55am

not stress

2008-08-06T04:03:00.000+08:00

no idea why i came here to blog.

sudden urge to scream

assignments rush

no stress

just thinking of how things will go into place.

okay maybe a little stress.

days are pack like crap

okay back to work.

and its 4am =(

and i lack sleep and food.

carefree my ass

04:10am

busy bee

2008-08-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

finally found sometime to type. been a pretty busy and crazy past few days. just last week. a crazy bug bit me when i threw it away. causing a allergic reaction in my body after 5min. my face swelled like crap. ahaha! itchy like hell. went home. then rushed to the hospital to get injected and slept there. dumb bug. and the bug nver even bit through my skin and it caused such a big reaction. took mc for 3days =)

okay this week will be uber super busy. i guess. time to fever rush all my assignments. hopefully finishing it in time for the submission on fri. poly50 and talentime will be this week too. ahh. what a busy week ahead. no stress =).

the living room my bedroom now. doing assignments then sleeping there. nice comfy coach to sleep on. i just found out that i can plug my lappy to my huge teevee. so fun doing my work and playing games looking at the teevee. so uber big and clear. okay im crazy. not enough sleep causes these.

back to work =(

1:09am

to do to do

financial crisis

2008-07-21T01:26:00.000+08:00

okay. im broke. like seriously hopelessly tragically broke. all cuz i decided to get a new psp =) there goes my money. the day when i bought my psp. the day came a letter which read. please pay 1.1something somethingK; school fees, that hurt my wallet. lol! but im happy with my uber new blue psp =) im crazy, im like a begger now. finding coins in my house.

she by the river.

1:35am

happy

2008-07-09T05:45:00.000+08:00

a happy post =)
5:47am

past lives

2008-06-30T04:17:00.001+08:00

phew. one week past not so bad. few more weeks to go.schooling is fun minus the assignment and exams =) but there will b no point if we dont have these. ANYWAY! my dumb computer crashed again. taking with it my days of hard work. arg. so so angry. lol! now have to redo my maya project YET AGAIN! vhy computer vhy?!?! i would take it and smash it, if its worth 2bucks. =)

anyway. was listening to some songs recently. gave me lots and lots of flashbacks of my life. the songs attached themselves to these memories of which i listened to years ago. so usually when i listen those songs, my memories would flash abit. but not so till a few days ago. the songs, on shuffle, continued for like 3hrs. one after the other. no idea why. so i just sat there staring at my computer. remembering all my past. then i looked at old emails and msn history and photos. no idea why i did. flood flood flood. make me kinda sad these days are over. and new ones have to take over. all my old old frens i just cut them when we moved forward to our lives. those days when, i was really happy =) its those times when u wished to go back to the past =( but when we get older. we wish we would get back to now. so just enjoy the time we have now =)

back to reality, stop dreaming of riches ericson. find a work dammit =) but im just too lazy to. so ill just live with my savings for a while. 9am tmr. damn so little time why wasnt one day 45hrs?

buu! to that!

04:18am

back to basics

2008-06-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

okaaayyy! time for schooling back. what a "great" 3weeks holiday!! well it was better then nothing. at least i got all the rest i needed. yaaay! 8+2 school weeks to the next hols which is 6+2 weeks worth. holidays are a bore sometimes =) this past few weeks was doing assignments, filming and stuffs =)

so i went to camp a feeww days ago. was horriblely terrible. i think its just me. ahaha i found it pretty boring. im getting old =(. but t,kw, yl,fad all think that too. so we did a pretty stupid thing. we ran away. at night suppose to go hike. we stole back all our stuffs. kw, called his friend van to pick us up. kinda stupid lol. b4 that not forgetting to destroy the grp leaders tent and mess up their stuffs wahah!! (we stole one of camper, which we hated cuz he was an asshole,underwear and throw them to into the sea =) ) we are seriously getting to trouble but who cares? lucky the ORG were our good friends. wahaha!! after that we went to eat somewhere played ard for a while then we split in the afternoon =) bet the camp will be super dull without us.

okay now i guess i gotta go back to doing my assignments =) later!

oh, and

happy birthday

to those that i never wished. im losing my memory fast. and i lost my calender......

if i could, i would

09.35pm

rich rich rich!!!

2008-06-10T04:41:00.000+08:00

im a freaking rich asshole now. check this out!

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so that means im a freaking rich asshole now? i wish =) stupid junk mails. make me happy for nothing. ranting cuz im very poor and broke now =)

wish i was rich

04:46am

finally.

2008-06-06T01:30:00.000+08:00

so ill guess ill finally update this thing. lol! took me one mth to write this =) abit the late but wooo! holidays are here. gosh holidays doesnt seem so interesting nowadays. just days without school kinda boring. but at least can get a few more hrs of Zs and to re-arrange time.

tis june already. time flies so fast. 6more mths and is the end of the year. and a year older for me. getting older and older..wahaha!! end of the year omg. okay anyway updates. im broke. again. so fast money dissapper!! WHY WHY WHY!! and psp-less. ahahaha no more psp. hopefully getting another one nxt week. $$ =)

anyway. went out with the 4cs. the other day. lind got her phone stolen. as what she says. wahahaha!! says someone feeling up her bag. but turn back nothing. but 1hr later she check her bag. phone missing. but the funny thing is she keep saying it was stolen and wanted go police. and the other says she might left it somewhere where we went to. so we walked back to all the places while she cry cry cry. then i went to call her phone.....and her mum pick up say she left her phone at home. super funny. ahahah!! it was damn dumb of us and her. =)

okay yup one mth to type this short thing. assignments are plenty. well not exactly. just nice. not too much not too little. luckily no exams or is there? lol but in exchange for 1week of school. okay time to get some rest. holidays are for resting. give us a break =)

the view was great =)
01:44am

hawt weather.

2008-05-01T17:59:00.000+08:00

updated cuz joyce and glenn keep bugging me everyday in msn.
wow. today a thurs. tmr a fri. and after that. 3rd week of school down. means 4 more weeks of school left. till the holidays. wow that is certainly fast. wahahaha. school has been great and fun. doing nothing all day. slacking ard. going classes. sometimes not going. it will be a busy year for me. and i haven even bought my txtbooks yet.

okay so. the weather has been killing me slowly lately. it is soooo freakingly hot. so cannot stand it. cant wear so much things. cant do so much things. cuz its just so darn hot. this passage has so much so. im being so random cuz the weather is just so freaking hot.

im going out so i guess i stop here. im bored. and the weather is still killing me. im outta here. btw ff7 on the psp =)

school politics.

06:00pm

the first week

2008-04-18T12:36:00.000+08:00

yea. finally i got some free time b4 school starts at 3pm today =) so thought i'll blog. okay anyway. yup 1week in year2(AGAIN) and im enjoying it. its really fun and interesting. using my brains again. for god knows how long. anyway so many ppl in my class i sort of know so its kinda good for me. but names ha i cant remember much. new year. new faces. new names. new characters. so much stuffs in one brain. and still i can nver ever go/reach to 8am classes =D

okay so my company cheated my money. lol no just kidding. my "allowence" haven come in yet after 2weeks. he told me to wait till mon. MON! MON! to check it out. thats like freaking far away. i wan my money right here right now. lol im ranting cuz i didnt get buy anything great for the new school term. =( and i kinda need lots of things. NEED not WANT!

anyway i think i'll better stop here. Xy&tina is urging me/forcing me to leave the house now till they come to my doorstep =) treating me go each lunch Yea! free lunch! free lunch =)

iwasjustkidding.

12:35pm

year2

2008-04-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

hey!

just to say. im a year2 now again. in class CG 02/05

my appeal was a success.

thats one year wasted.

looking forward to a great 2 more years in SP "yay"

WAHAHAHAH

schooling starts

2008-04-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

just wanna say...

the dreaded schooling starts tomorrow.

good luck to me

ONE MORE DAY!

2008-04-10T12:21:00.000+08:00

wooo!!! tmr is the last day of itp.. WOOOO!!! it rocks man. MY PAY! MY PAY! I WAN MY PAY! goodbye itp, i wont be missing you. WAHAHA! i feel so happy. just another 12hrs my itp ends officially. woo! means i dun have to wake up at 7.30 to come to boonlay anymore! wooo! im just so happy =) i could shout now.but the ppl ard me will think im crazy and say im slacking lol. WOOOOOOooooo! for the final time

omg omg, school starting soon. WOO! means ponning lessons time!! wahahaha! i need get new clothes. yes! new shoes too! yes! money. no..lol! went swimming yesterday at timo's place. super super tired. some lousy game we played. throwing rugbyball, a person has to catch. if touch water. 5 pushup. lousy game cuz i kept losing. wahahaha! been so long since i last swam, so it was kinda fun. went to beach road to do some stuffs to our t-shirt but closed. so sat we going instead. after which tim had to go. so we went to get shawn cap. and we left. also we went out the other day with me,shawn,tim,shafiq and surprisingly junyi. my little bro. wahaha! chill ard. ranting bout some stuffs till quite late. then went home to stone. cuz the nxt day got work.

im wanna get my license soon. so i can get my car, which my mum promised. why? so i can stay up even later. dun need to catch the last train or take cab home. wahaha!! good thing none of my family drives, so the car is mine and mine alone. so ya. for now. still concession. wahaha! also, i think like after one mth. after school starts. imma gonna find a job. saving more money for that getaway soon =) anyone wanna join me?

this post is so random but ya. and shucks, im gonna end here. why? cuz my collegues are coming back from their lunch break. sooo ya. ciaos =)

KFC KFC =)
12:23pm

the last 5days.

2008-04-05T03:57:00.000+08:00

okay sooooooo im back from camp. first work. okay end. why? cuz i skipped the whole freaking week =) now on to camp
day1: bluffing

day2: still bluffing

day3: bored of bluffing

day4: finally reveal
yup.i was the catalyst. acting as a freshie for the camp. my grp was kinda cool and stuff. and i named the grp PATAPON which was like wat i intented to do way before camp started. it was a cute name and our cheer was damn catchy and everyone kept playing with our grp name. sorry for bluffing my grp that i was a freshie =) been such a long time since i was a freshie. and i forgot how tiring was it. CHEERS to those that planned and slogged their balls out for this long freaking event. also known as freshman orientation camp. IT WAS A SUCCESS!!

i feel kinda sad,listening and reading somewhere that some people saying they are gonna leave club not coming back and stuffs. we slogged our balls out trying to make this camp a success which it really is a success no matter what people said. cuz it just takes one person to say, THIS CAMP WAS THE BEST AND ENJOYABLE CAMP I EVER HAD, then its successful. and yes. i talked to a few people and they told me that, honestly and truthfully. and just because of a few people or many people comments on what they did. they dun wanna come back. its just that those people failed to see the other side and kept seeing the bad side. i dunno. i just feel so sad. i mean like i spent like what? 3years? in this club getting to know alot of people and stuffs. it was like my life. apart from schooling and stuffs. and hearing those stuffs makes me sad. i dun wanna see anyone leaving. i know its kinda hard putting things away and trying to get back together. but cant we try and get along? thinking back. smit club was like my family. it all happened because of smit club. i know all of u through smit club. i had great moments through smit club. i knew great people. it all started with smit club. no matter what, i wont stop u if u wanna do that. just make sure u dun forget the best times u had with smit club =)

oookkkaaaayy. that was a longer paragraph then the camp itself. so ya. went down to IKHWAN band gig playing thingy. at SMU today. totally cool place and stuffs. listened to his band playing and drinking and stuffs. let me see who was there. ME, timothy oh, shawn, adrian, jin, kellyn, valerie, shafiq, lauri, meiqi, desmond, alex. we chilled listening to his band playing and stuffs. funny thing was meiqi, after drinking one bottle, her whole body was freakingly reddish. wahahaha. laughed so hard looking at her. after a while, we went to eat cuz was hungry and unable to stay to watch ikhwan played finish. went to eat roti prata at someplace. there then the gls went off cept shafiq. afterwhich we went furthur down to eat tauhui. uber bloated by then. beer+roti prata+tauhui and soya bean milk == not good. wahahaha!. after a while waited for tim to get back home to get his car to fetch us home. kinda grateful to him. for going back to take his car. so it was kinda fun day for me. cept in the morning which i was aching the whole time. which luckily subsided in the afternoon. lets go out more often =)

cheers to ikhwan to say wat he wanted to say. i salute him. i got no balls to that =)

more outing pls =D

okay so thats about it. its kinda late and im going out tmr. so i better sleep soon. one last thing. ITP IS ONE MORE WEEK 5 DAYS MORE WOOOO!

now its my turn

4:08am

schedule

2008-03-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

ericson's upcoming schedule. so i know what am i doing.

22 *churching/free

23 *churching/free

24 work/prepcamp

25 work/prepcamp

26 work/prepcamp

27 work/prepcamp

28 work/prepcamp

29 *free

30 *free

31 camp

1 camp

2 camp

3 camp

4 *rest/fake.injury/egg.gig

5 *rest

6 *rest

7 work

8 work

9 work

10 work

11 work ITP ENDS!!

12 *free

13 *free

14 school begins!

*may be subjected to changes
yup. thats my schedule for the nxt 23 days b4 school starts. so where's my holiday?

and it gets interesting

11:27pm

cheer!

2008-03-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

i do not know remember. and want to remember what happened last week. lol all i know is that i went to work. and voila 1 week has passed. i dun realy want to remember the details.lol and i have a broken rib. well not really broken. i dunno whats wrong with it. it feels like its poking my organs. it hurts at one point that i had to lie down in a certain position to stop the pain temporary. it still hurts sometimes. gonna check the doc soon if this persist.

first. happy birthday MUM!

though u will nver ever see this. cuz u dun know how to use the com but ya.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

anyway. went to church at 9 this morn. urgg. then went home. then move my sleepy ass over to kallang leisure park at 2pm. to support my big bro. on his cheerleading group. instead of going to the cosplay event thingy at vivo. i went to the place where girls were dancing and wearing mini skirts. lol! the place was kinda good. cept that waiting for the stinking shuttle bus sucks. it didnt came. so took a cab. when the stadium station is open. i guess this shopping centre will be hot. anyway back to the cheerleading. i think the half of the whole singapore hottest and prettiest girl went there.not just the cheerleaders, the audience as well. i mean seriously. lol! everywhere i go. wow. there wow. here wow. lol! the cheerleading stunts were great. i think. alot ppl were there. let the pic do the talking =)

wow. at the amount of ppl

lets go lets go

thats pretty high

dumb heads. blocking my view

im short. =(

that guy is pissing me off =)

whee?

my bro team.

his the guy with the "golden" hair

the pretty photographer girl

standing nxt to me accidently snap this pic i swear. but =)

there's a whole lot of pics more. but im too lazy to send it over to my com and upload it. also just nice im watching this drama about cheerleading. dance drill i think so this is quite fitting. 20more days to itp ends. awaiting victory!

whee whee whee!

11:15pm

racer driver

2008-03-04T16:54:00.000+08:00

since im bored and cant seem to complete my work. i shall blog.just to pass a fraction of the time.works a b!tch. lol. actually its just boring. i hate sitting down here all the time. i wanna go out do something. i wonder how people can survive 20years sitting in front of the com. type type type all day. for me. i count the days down. seeing lesser days makes me happy. but those working people have no last day. wow tats kinda sad and boring. maybe its because of the paycheck every month? heh. i wish i was born with shitload of money. then all my problems solved.

i wonder how some people can be so so so.... how do i say this anti-social? stuck up?unfriendly? a simple hello when meet also cannot say. even a bye when leaving would be okay. just simply ignore and pretend no ones there. even though maybe its their personality. a simple smile as a greeting also cant?? dang you.

anyway. was taking a cab the other nite. was rushing home. its ard 3 plus i think. the cab i took i think the driver was a racer or something. when i went in he asked me to wear my seat belt. then he went speeding off. he was speeding like no one business. the car skids when he made a sudden turn. he turn the huge curve like it was a race track. kns. made my stomach turn. also i had like 20bucks in my wallet with a few spare coins. i was praying i could reach at least near my house within that amount. BUT it was nowhere near my house when i saw the meter at 18dollars with surcharge. and it was jumping pretty fast. so i honestly told the mr.racer uncle i got 20bucks only. lucky me. he was a kind person. agreed to send me straight to my house for 20bucks. the total cost was around 35bucks. so mr.racer uncle this space is for you =) thanks very much.

i think i better spend this last 30mins trying to complete my work. b4 something happens tmr for my presentation. ciaos

WHERE'S MY HOLIDAY?!!?

04:56pm

pics =)

2008-02-29T13:19:00.001+08:00

heh. finally i have pics here. so here is it. dumbass! ahaha.

this is the end of itp week3!! yay? i love fridays. cuz got 2 days holidays after that.taking a break from my "work" now so ya. enjoy

its quite small. so strain ur eyes to see em.

heh. this is my cold workplace. cold. and lonely

this a closer view. and my old desk.

slacking zone. its jst 2steps away from me.

mum. can i get this moniter?

did i mention is a wacom?(freaking expensive)

my special hideaway. slacking zone2. also know as gaming zone

what do ericson do when he is alone at the toilet. and bored at work

heh.

ripped from ferg blog =) thanks. ADD this year. wearin grey vest

heh.dats about it. probably more. if i can take to time to upload more. back to work. b4 somemore catch me slacking.

NPNT!!!

01.35pm

week3

2008-02-25T15:38:00.000+08:00

daily work whinings. day11 of 45. it feels like im on survivor. but the worst part is i cant get voted out. still holding strong. 3rd week already ahaha. time flies when ur not looking at the time. or time fly even faster with a psp in my hand. was suppose to do somework during the weekends BUT!. i went to stay over at school on fri. and on sun i was busy playing and stuffs. so i didnt get to do. so here i am now. trying to complete
what was to be done 2days ago. man im lazy.

im kinda sick right now. maybe cuz its nearing march. dunno why but the past few years. in march or nearing march im always getting sick. my nose is killing me. my head is spinning and my leg hurts. may i take the whole week off? ahaha! no seriously im sick. took my temp this morn. was a whooping 39.7deg cel. ahhhh...and i still came for work. lack of sweets!!!! rawwrr!! where is my daily dose of sweets.(erm im now broke so i cant anyhow spend on something just yet) ahahah!

the weather been freakishly hot nowadays. damn cant stand the weather. rain pls!! blow wind blow pls!. urg the humidity is killing me. back to work now. and hope my brain dun overheat from the fever.

man.this sux!

3.38pm

2008-02-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

day9/week2 of itp and im still alive and surviving. sadly =) everyday getting later and later. im not suited for office work. lol. i hate sittin down for ages. i need to move about. breaks are my only hope. done my researching and stuff. suddenly had to do a proposal for the website which i dunno anything. suddenly called everyone for a discussion which i was suppose to talk and lead. which i dunno. then suddenly have to present to the big boss prof. today which i dunno. anything else you wanna surprise me with? ahaha. ntu so big. almost got lost while exploring during break. lol

anyway. few days ago was the smit add. alot of people came i think. mostly was year3 and above. sad for our batch cuz like sooo little turn up. food lousy as usual. unless its buffet which is not. lol. i was thissssss close to winning the wii. lost to ikhwan by 10digits!!! ass!! there goes my 65bucks ahahah.nxt year try one last time. ahaha! wore blackskinnyjeans/longsleeveblackshirt/some vest i found in a long lost cupboard. and my good ol sneakers. ahaha!

ok guess thats about it. going back to stoning. i mean working. have fun...i know whats missing. pics =) will upload when got chance.

9weeks is an eternity
2.25pm

2008-02-13T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hey! Hows life coming along? Damn. Working is boring =) sit infront of a huge screen stare stare stare. Soooo boring. People here all doing work and stuffs. So quiet so peacful so unentertaining. Zzz. Makes me wanna sleep all day long. Suppose to come at 9 to work. Came 9.30 no prob. 10 still no prob. Lol so slack. And im in the school of electrical engineering somemore. How great is that. Ntu btw.

Yesterday sleep at work. No one cared. Wahaha. Luckily. Cuz I say this other guy working here sleeping. Then I thought. Wtf. Sleep abit can ba. Then I slept for 1hr plus I think. Time seems to pass rather slowly here. Probably its because its from 9-6 Zzz.(which I can leave early and no one still cares lol) im always counting how many hrs left to finish. Its been super long since I woke at 7 to leave the house.squeezing inside the train and bus. Just to reach here LATE! Ahah! Moving house was wasted. Ntu is just 15mins away from my old house. Why did I ever moved. did i mentioned that the people working here are crazy genius? ahah!

ok enough bout work. 3days and im sick of it. lol i wonder how life would be when i start working. for real. chinese new year. just passed. went ard for quite a bit. same old same old. v day is tmr. and i got a date with the com here at ntu. lol. waaaaaaaaaaaa. super bored. anyway i think i'll end here. gotta do "research" ciaos.

im running and screaming
01.13pm

test

2008-01-27T00:49:00.000+08:00

hey! what i wanna say is. schools out! finally ahaha!... one more test though. then its officially over. man. what a long year. took so long just to reach the end. it has been fun though...i think. then we go again. but damn. itp on the holiday. which actually really means is that. the whole school term + hols = schooling. wahaha! damn that sucks. lol!

anyhow. came back from a camp. was fun! tiring but fun! a new name added to my list. blankets. ahahah! funny name. cool grpmates though. we the bunch of slackers. ahaha! manage to escape almost all gruesome activities. thanks alot blankets!

anyway. randomly, my left eye has be bugging me. it got bitten by a bug. a few days/weeks? it still hasnt heal yet. DAMN U LIL BUG!!!. of all spots, must u bite my eye? yea. anyway i wanted to say bon voyage to lil miss ginger. see you in 4 years time? ahahaha! lucky girl.

anyway ya. gotta study for test now. wish me good luck.

( ps sorry glen for not attending ur gf party! =p )

lavender sweater!

01.34am

dmp test!

2008-01-11T02:36:00.000+08:00

as i sit here. wondering what to do. i pray for just a pass. ahahaha! tmr my dmp written test. screwed. wahahaha!. open the tutorials. blank empty mind. screwed. tries to get answer. got some. no real answer to compare with. screwed. damn. wahahahahaha! and tmr/today like 12hrs from now is my test. screwed. LOL! pls pray for me? and did i said im screwed? ahahah!

anyway ya. this whole week. from mon till thurs. i did not attend classes at all. wth. ahahahh. most class canceled or was just for assignments but those that had was like in the morn and i like cant wake up. wahahah! wake up ericson!!!! lol

anyway today a funny thing happen. leaving my glen house. going to town. me and glen entered the lift with a father and his small kid. the conversation goes

Boy: hmm, this is the 10th floor.

Dad: yea, what's after number 10?

Boy: 11, 12, 13, 14 (his block has only 14 floor)

Dad: Ok, what's after 14?"

Boy: Alarm Bell.

then we both just started laughing like mad. ahaha including the father. it was totally suprising. ahahaha kids these days . we laugh all the way to town. met up with the others still laughing. stupidly funny ahahah

anyway back to reality. study for exam or not! wahahaha! see where the wind will blow me to! wish me good luck =)

hates studying =)

02.50am

2008-01-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

wow its sure long since i last posted. ahahah! been pretty busy lately. i think =) anyway WOOO ITS THE NEW YEAR! 2008 2008 2008 2008! WOO. abit the late but ya. ahahaha! Once again another freshyear has begin. i wonder what's in store for this year. it will be a blast i hope!

wow. only a few more weeks before the school term ends. i cant wait. ahaha then its the holidays. but itp to most of us. ahahaha! damn. working during the holidays. and yes. before the great, wonderful holidays, comes the handing in of assignments and taking of exams and shit. damn. ahahaha! lets finish up the year past year! and carry on! holidays holidays holidays Holidays!

ok. anyway. i shifted back to my old fish tank. the one with the glass door room. feels so tiny again. no table. darn. makeshift table again. ahahah! room kinda messy. gonna get some stuff in. this is my official hole from now on. im not changing anymore. yea! makeover. lol, sounds expensive. talking bout money. hmm last year. which is 2007 btw. i spent......way.......over.......too.....much.....darn......hopefully it wont affect this year finance. ahahaha!

damn i feel like swimming. seems so long since i last felt the sun. care to go out anyone? not now lah. i mean like when everything is over. lets go swimming. yea! damn. i have to complete this shitty assignment so im leaving it here.

cheese =)

i'm just a kid

10.31pm

2007-11-07T02:37:00.000+08:00

skipped past the whole elearning.

had a 'movie' marathon

had a test.

got my charger for lappy

looked ard for 'presents'

burned 120bucks

voted smiling kid. wth

want to hibernate for 3mths.

that pretty much sums up my whole 2 weeks b4. boring eh?

clouds are gay 02:51am

broken and broke all over.

acting

2007-10-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

hey wats up! been pretty slacked these few days. anyway today went to boon lay sec to help xj in her project. act as a extra as a student ahah. quite fun. anyway secondary school environment makes me sleepy. i slept during acting. ahaha wth. anyway after went home sleep then off to another party.ahhh been thinking alot this few days/weeks. i feel like changing my option. i just dun find it interesting. if its not interesting, i dun feel like studying it. sigh. sucks. what to do i dunno whether want to go ask to change option or something. or just continue. then get my diploma or something. just dunno what to do.

anyway. been pretty bored lately. playing games here and there. without my laptop as i have no charger due to me been uber broke that i cant even produce a 50bucks. so ya. just have to wait for money to come down. also been coming home early and sleeping early already. i just dun feel like staying so long in school already. i think. just dun like the atmosphere around. fun but irritated most of the times.dunno what people thinking of nowadays. ahhh been such a long time since i last went out to have fun.

been to lots of frens party. just a simple drop by to say. hey, yo, hey, yo. then off i went. ahaha. nothing to do anyway. most ppl there i also dunno. feel so bad going there without presents this year due to me having yet again money problems. ahaha! ahhh i should have worked. damn. anyway. i think im going philippines this christmas. so ya no presents for those who know u'll get. wahaha. save me some money too. i'll get u something "expensive" from phil. wahaha!
anyway ya. i think i better go soon. someone wanna use the com. ciao.

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,

we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.

We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,

clouds and more clouds 12:50am

I need to start to be myself

cuz im sick everybody else

18 years

2007-10-11T01:14:00.000+08:00

yo! how's life? ahahah btw good luck to those gonna take their o's and a's. ahhh im finally 18. turning older already. ahhhh! 18years has gone by. 18 long years. and a whole lot more years to look forward to. of these 18years. it has been good. it has been bad. but mostly good i guess.

yea. anyway thanks to the endless wishes of happy birthdays. and belated ones ... and thanks for the gifts as well. condoms/stuffs ... accessories, clothes, 100bucks rock =) and my free brand new 2times better then my older laptop given by acer themselves =) sorry for keep boasting on this fact. ahahahahah

ahhhhhhh so far the days has been good except that i do not go to class regulary. omg. shit im missing loads of things. i have no idea why i am too lazy to attend classes. it does not intrest me anymore. ah everytime i wake up on time. wondering whether to go to class. then in the end fall asleep only to miss the whole day of school especially wednesday and friday lessons. i nver attended it b4. omg. i must change i hope. ahhh who will be my personally nagger to wake me up to attend school? ahaha

ahhhh so fast 3rd week of school is gonna end soon. time has been passing real quick. only a few more weeks b4 the small tiny holiday. wheee! i am broke. i mean seriously broke. broke like nver broke b4. and im in debt as well. wahahaha! shucks. i seriously need cash. wahaha. somemore with many people birthday ard the corner and christmas is coming too. ahaha that means more sucking of hard earned money. wahaha! dang im going crazy.

anyway i should get back to work school work that is. for now nite. i guess =) later!

thunder clouds ahead 01:32am

my stone and my mushroom

birthday soon

2007-10-03T01:59:00.001+08:00

its october now!! woo!! a few more days b4 my birthday =) here's me saying happy birthday to the 10 of us including me of course.

happy birthday.happy birthday.happy birthday.happy birthday.happy birthday.happy birthday.happy birthday.happy birthday.happy birthday. and happy birthday.

yea. miss that year. we had our birthday marathon. 1st oct to 10oct. coincidence. ahaha!

yea and for other october babys. a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ye too.

its the second week of school. yea. 10 more weeks. ahahaha! lets go! assignments and exams time. lets go we can do it!! ahhh dbms teacher is funny ahah. she reminds me of my bio teacher. so weird. lol anyway blackboard got this weird timer countdown for elearning. lol they should change it to countdown to hols. ahaha.

frequent stomaches, fever, headaches, crampings, cold sweats, sweaty palms, aching knee, tongue cut, itchy scars. something big gonna happen, again. dunno what. pray its good

no clouds ahead 02:13am

the view from the afternoon

freedom hopefully.

2007-09-30T01:45:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhh feeling super duper tired. first off was the finishing of talentime. woo its over now. then was super tired after the event from running here and there. then the next day i went out with the 3 clowns!! woo. finally an outing with them. ahaha. enjoying ourselves. went many places. see many things. touch many things. destroyed many things. ahaha!. thats why now super tired. super tight schedule. suppose to go down to acer today to fix my spoilt laptop but hey. going out was more important. ahah!

anyway. ya during my talentime event. long story. finally its over. but anyway b4 i came school that day (not to mention skipping my whole day lessons) i ran to club to settle afew impt things. b4 i reached club, i saw fiona xie at fc5. wooo! damn she's hot. i stood there for a whole 5mins then suddenly remember i got impt things to do. ahaha so weird. i waved to her as well during that 5min and she waved back. lol. too bad i nver took a pic of her. did i mentioned she was damn hot? ahah

urg my laptop in critical condition. its cant be on and the loud beeping sound is uber irritating. all my files still inside i wonder how im gonna extract them all. i have lots of photos inside which i haven backup yet. damn it had to spoil at the wrong time. pray the acer company will send me a new laptop instead. wahaha! i think im gonna sleep now to tired to type.

big clouds ahead 02.02am

damn i seriously hate it now.

talentime shitz

2007-09-27T01:21:00.000+08:00

yo. dammit man. im having fever/headache/hunger-ness all at the same time. and all at the wrong time. ahaha how like that. urg. anyway ya. will super uber busy this week due to talentime stuffs. anyway this fridays the finals. do come down to support. doors for audience opens at 5.00pm. free seating btw first come first served =)

anyway. school begins, not too bad. cept that i cant take stand few incidents but hey, nvm. btw i skipped the whole day today, wed. cuz i was having fever this morning. but in the end manage to go school to hold a meeting. so i missed first gems lesson of the term. ahaha! school's just aint the same anymore. crapped. long story. ahaha!

anyway, i haven gone out in a long time, im feeling bored. i need to fill my wardrobe again. its getting lesser and pretty boring inside. ahah. my watch batt just died today, my room is pretty empty, need lots of stuff. need, not wants. lol music now annoys me giving me headache. repeating. alot of things irritating me nowadays. including people. urg. cannot take it. see how. i feel like screaming

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

rough clouds ahead 01:37am

aint the same

SCHOOL!!

2007-09-23T22:18:00.001+08:00

school starting soon

12 weeks of joy

12weeks of fun

12 weeks of suffering

12 weeks of pain

12 aint a good number

School starting soon

arggg

clouds ahead 10:30pm
counting the weeks.

SCHOOL

2007-09-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

im home

2007-09-22T14:12:00.000+08:00

yo. im home finally. just came back from ice camp. pretty boring i must say. nver i was so quiet and sian. anyway ya. my grp not bad. Troy. lol anyway good experience. i can pass off as a year 1. forgot the events that happened. remembered was the shield making. some amazing race. night walk. shim night. somewhat like tat. night walk was boring. just walk nia. so little scare point. then shim night. was the most weird one i ever seen. i was sleepy. so i slept at the back. woke up to see one shim. licking mayo from some guy armpit. damn disgusting lahhhh. couldnt sleep after that. lol. so the camp somewhat like tat forgot things in between. after that went to sumo house with my grp mates to eat. then ciao for home. then out to eat again. reached home in the morning to sleep finally. one thing we all from ice should remember. is the diarrhoea. almost all the campers gotten diarrhoea so weird. ahah!

choosed my gems. some ettiqute and professional image. did i spelled it right?. anyway thinking to take 2 gems. should be can right?. cuz this sem the studies abit abit onli. so i dun need do gems next year. anyway my gpa increased 2.0 to 2.4. still low but i dun mind as long as i pass. hopefully will get a 3 by the end.

aww man. the holidays is ending. what have i been doing?!?! wasting away. i have no job. i have no cash. i have nothing done. 1 more day b4 school officially starts. arg! this is gonna kill me. i think im gonna take a weekend job or a night job. found one. but i hoping somebody will do with me. 6mths. someone?

remembered something while i was going to sleep. names

Number7, Red Team, Kon Yay, Marco Polo, Wolfgang, Bearbear, Bee Stinks, Chumpchump, Square, Kinky, Thrillers, Stars, Casters, Veroom, E-ers, DonKeH, Blast, Tri-King, Survers, Platinum X, Troy. yay tats bout it i guess. missing a few but manage to remember most.

happy clouds ahead 02:39am

october soon.

back form camp

2007-09-15T02:32:00.000+08:00

yo. back from camp. a long and tiring camp. dam i had so little time to sleep. every single time i tried to sleep peacefully something will wake me up. like the rain, time for another event. got to drink too thirsty. stupid phone calls. dam. ahah. overall fun. i guess so. anyway tats about it. being a helper and a camper is totally different.

anyway went school today to hand in something. in the end nver got too. then went with ferg,ade,tc,gav to chomp chomp. fulled and went to jp to watch invasion. not bad show quite nice. suppose to be thriller or suspense or sci-fi but the vomitting part was dam funny. ahaha. after the credits realise that this show is taken from body snatcher? no wonder fimiliar. anyway bring in more movies to watch!!

anyway. those that followed us to vivo that time.

REMEMBER TO CLICK!

wahaha! nice timing dudes. anyway. going to camp again this wed. be gone for 3 days. urg. gonna miss my bed again. but this is gonna be relax. ICE camp. yea. seeing the ppl. not bad. at least more girls then guys =) ahaha. after that school starts again. noooo dammit man. it was so fast. now awaiting 13 december!! thats when school is out again! WOO! which is like dam far away 12 weeks =) then school starts. and that will summaries the whole of year2. aww. time flies. anyway there will be choosing gems again. anyone wanna take the same classes together?

gonna go sleep now. while i still can. =)

dark clouds ahead 02:39am

don't be so picky. i aim for the blue

Jeesh!

2007-09-04T02:51:00.000+08:00

hey! been feeling kinda sick lately. although i keep going out. must be due to the screwed up biotime. ahah. try. sleeping at 5am, wakes at 3pm, breakfast 4pm, lunch 10pm, dinner 3am. its really screwed. ahah! anyway. laptops spoilt, the back where u flip the lid open, the thing snapped. making it unable to close so for the time being, im gone. currently just leeching from other people, using their laptop or com.

anyway. i missed teachers' day reason because i was late one day. reason for late. i slept for one whole day, skipping one day. thats like super weird lah. and no one woke me up. i mean i slept straight for like 30hrs? omg. dunno why feeling so tired even after i slept for the enough 8hrs so i just continue sleeping. and thats how i skipped one day of my life. so when i woke i thought it was still early. so geesh. missed that day. anyhow nothing much happen i guess from what i heard from my friends.

anyway i made up my mind. im really going on a holiday.

destination = unknown

for the time being. im gonna save up from now. that means no more excess spending, no more good food. no more gifts. no more lots of things. gonna find work if i can. even if its on the weekends.

lets go! holiday! holiday! somewhere! somewhere!

anyone wanna join in? best is i can go this year or before 3rd year poly! ahhhhh....

going underwater 03:03am

vexing on jeesh.

saded

2007-08-28T04:14:00.000+08:00

hey. nothing much. just sitting here dead of the night typing this stuffs. sitting here feeling empty. just finish watching a show. i hate endings.

anyway. i shouldnt have came. i shouldnt have followed it. it is the first big mistake and hopefully the last i'll ever make. things are not going as planned. it falls apart. its a whole new path and its hard to move on. just a single wrong turn and it ended up like this. why was it this way. next time i follow my own. if there is ever a next time. there is usually something to solve it. but this time. its all on my own. good luck to me.

ok back to life. thats was just a random thought that happens to pass by in my complex world. not gonna talk bout it. anyway kinda busy lately doing stuff and going places. sorry i wasnt able to stay. good reasons for that. things are complicated right now. this and that and that and this. anyway lots of things i wanna buy. no cash. i dunno how to survive in the next coming mth. i have no job. cuz of the busy times i will be having. someone sponser me for 1mth?

put it all in a box. and one day. i'll have a laugh at the contents.

(someone once told me this)

going underwater 04:40am

four to go!

nothing.

2007-08-27T02:47:00.000+08:00

Chocolate and Pies

Plastics and Buildings

Crickets Chirping

Bread and Honey

Curtain falling

A Storm is Coming

off to a long endless month. hopefully will update. out!

spilled the water 02:49am

you've became different

boring life

2007-08-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

hey. things has been pretty bad for me. stuck in this wormhole(bedroom) since morning to night. only coming out to eat. haven do a single shit since then. my bedrooms a mess. whats more this isnt my bedroom. its a sub room. but seeing the situation this is gonna be my bedroom for a long long time. better start making it my own soon. going to go out to buy stuffs. soon that is. i need loads of things. my pathetic table(dressing table) my chair(dining room chair) my door(sliding door with a curtain to cover) my cupboard(a book cabinet) pretty pathetic eh. all my stuffs lying everywhere. its too darn messy. ugly colour somemore. pfft.

i was hoping someone would call me up today to ask me go out but sadly, my phone didnt ring once. not even an sms. thats pretty sad. its the holidays now. but im pretty darn bored. same as ever. need cash badly somemore. arg. wish i could go on a holiday. leaving everything behind. im lifelessly, lying down on my bed typing this. make something happen.

anyway. i think im gonna take a walk or something. 7th month. yea i know. whatever. no mood to do anything.

spilled the water 01:31am

lifeless life

double posting

2007-08-12T03:00:00.001+08:00

hey. wats up? nothing much i guess if ur asking me now. sitting now here in my pathetic small "table" uncomfortable chair and weak aircon. doing some stuffs right now. my coms acting weird dunno whats wrong with it. it crash one night then i turn it on back it gave me this loud screeching sound like a kettle boiling. damn my whole house woke up. dunno wats wrong with it missing a few files i guess

anyway, my cough. lasting 2weeks already. damn it hurt.endless coughing. no one knows though i hide it very well i guess. anyway, my room smells funny. dunno how to describe it but it smells pretty funny. not smelly cannot say also smell good. but dunno what got this weird smell...weeeirrd. cant seem to find the smell where it comes from. strange. ahaha. giving me goosebumps now smelling it.

was going through my old stuffs and found pretty interesting things. i found a primary school photo of me and a my friend with my chinese teacher. a paper with confidential contents =) a tamiya car. a wallet. a wood bark. a press flower. a lock of hair(its my pony tail!!). a necklace. 5torn pockets. file of stuffs. and loads of other stuff. the picture was my best friends and my best teacher. the paper was a letter =). the car was the first car my best friend bought for me. the wallet was my first wallet. the wood bark was a souveniur from the big3. the press flower was from my teacher. the lock of hair was my hair before i cut in pri 2. the necklace was given by *. the pockets was my best friends tore when we seperated to our own path. and the rest is to be remembered deeply. wow i cant imagine i still have so much of these stuffs. sure brings back memories. so carefree so fun so free. everything so different now.

So here we stand

In our secret place

Where the sound of the crowd

So far away

So how do I say

Do I say goodbye

We both have our dreams

We both wanna fly

I'll always look back

As I walk away

This memory will last

For eternity

And all of our tears

Will be lost in the rain

spilled the water 3.37am

memories overflowing

spoilt phone

2007-08-09T18:57:00.001+08:00

hello.yea hello holiday time has came. for some of us only though. no exams and all. ahah. so i got extra 2weeks of holiday. seems pretty long. but ya hopefully everything will turn right during this break finally. no assignments and shit. please be better next sem.

anyway. just surfing my web, i went in to my sec school website. i know they already deleted the gradutes account. its like rather stupid, they deleted gradutes account. how are we suppose to keep up and know whats going in back there? then another think i saw was teacher days that is going to be on 31st i think. damn, we, gradutes, need to make an appointment just to see our old teachers. wth. what shitty thing is that? no wonder so many teacher left the school i guess. damn it sux. see how on that day.

damn my stomach hurts. damn the apple juice. but it was great. apple juice. i think i had 4 two litres apple juice in one day. damn thats crazy. now toilet break in every 30mins or so. nice though still have 2 more bottles to finish up =) i bought alot. ahah. Anyway my phone spoilt the other day, my screen burnt or something. of all things, the screen burnt. wth. all my contacts, my pics, my impt messages, my "stuffs" inside.ahah shit. dammit. sent over to repair. sadded. PHONE R.I.P!

Despondent, distracted,

You're vicious and romantic;

These are a few of my favorite things.

All of those flavors and

This is what you choose:

Past the blues, past the blues,

And on to something new,

Something real,

make it timeless,

An act of God and nothing else will be accepted.

So if you're calling me out,

Then count me out.

spilled the water 01:57am

damn the whole thing.

throat hurts

2007-08-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

hey! this is farewell to you. yet another one leaving =( this year is full of goodbyes. remember me and stay happy =) cheers and good luck to you! where ever u are heading to! Come back visit me ya hear me? =)

Anyways, back yosh hey hows life. Still creeping away slowly? yea but think back, this mth is august. think back what have you done this past few mths. seems pretty fast 07. august. 4more mths to 08. well that was kinda fast. this mth is hectic for a few/alot. but relax for me. people having exams. not for my course though.

well woke up this morning intending to get to class early. dumb ass me fell asleep on the train. go jurong east then bounce to orchard. like wth lah. sleep so long. went class after that. sit 5mins. class ended. frens say whole day class cancel. another wth. wasted day. went bugis bought some stuff for club, went back school ciao home. wasted day. nothing but wasted

been 3mths already. for those that know. wow thats long. even for me. usually i have some sort of planB but this time strange. there isnt one. not even a lil tiny bit. not even a hint? damn thats sad. what is the world coming toooooooo! where are youuuuu! should have followed u. dammit. =) but hoping it will return.

ANYWAY what a beautiful night. its making wanna sleep but i wanna stay awake. i guess i choose sleep. been feeling rather sleepy these few days. plus my uber pain throat making me cough all night. damn my throat.*spits blood* =)

Break a window and bust a wall,

Making fun of your friends mom

Turn the music up way too loud,

Charged a pizza to the house

Everybody would waste it all,

To have a summer that they could call

Memory thats full of fun,

Fucked up when it's all done

On and on, reckless abandon

Somethings wrong, this is gonna shock them

Nothing to hold on to

We'll use this song to lead you on

And break the truth with more bad news

He left a scar, size extra large

spilled the water 12:18am

running out of it.

just keep moving

2007-07-30T02:12:00.000+08:00

ahh...try make this short..i guess...life suxs as usual nothing surprising or exciting happening anywhere. just watching time passes by..creeping slowly by..wasting away

ahhh i feeling like running away from everything. run and run and run till i drop dead from exhaustion. i guess where there is ups in life, there is downs. and this year must be the down-est of down(unless there is more to come which is damn shitty) luck not with me, must be because of that thing i broke. im so sorry i broke it. i tried fixing but i lost some pieces of it. haiz. dumb shit. rawr. this is crap.

anyway went out with the f-ers bunch. ahah had loads of fun. sick and crazy people.lol the smack-a-roo was great. ahaha..ended up in lots of trouble. lol chased out of the shopping centre was very paiseh..lol! lets try it one more time! ahahaha! so long never went out together already! together we were complete! one more time!

the inscription by my side funny and easy
wanna live life easy
life is a journy so travel together and help each other out
underneath the sun smilin everyday
being kind to others and also to yourself
whether its believing or anything else
you nver know until u try
or is it only that you wanna laugh
with those who believe
i wanna try my hand once at this game called life
until you start to move you're going nowwhere

spilled the water 02:58am

just keep it going yea?

back to earth

2007-07-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

whoa just realized that i haven turn on my com really for like 2-4days already. hardly sees me online anymore yea? ahaha. didnt realise. too tired too lazy to on my com already. dunno why. bought a psp the other day, supposed to be my bro's one but i use 90% he use 10% lol...so how is it that it is his psp? lol..anyway play lots. couldnt careless

assignments dued soon and i guess to goes back to long ago where im still doing last minute shit work again. gosh this cant be happening again. what am i doing. i dunno. yea.

yawn. feeling bored. no clue on wat to do. shit. rawr. im starting now already thinking whether to chiong this whole lovely nite. guess so. skipped loads of class. shit. just lazy to leave my house. arg. this is the shitz. damn

guess what. talking to a few people just now. just realize that over a single year, people attitudes. behaviour. characteristic. looks. changed alot. even me i guess. thinking back while walking on my journey home. seems like all different now. compare me to last year. big change. yea even she said so. even though all that. im still the lil kid inside me trying to get out =) though it may not seems the same it still me. just alil bit older and more thinking. she pointed out that i didnt used to sit still quietly and stare and think blankly, usually would be me a super noisy super shitty super funny super weird, making big fuss of some shit. dun care whats happening. maybe cause of new people introducing to our lifes? changing us. guess we cant help it eh? yea one more thing. i wouldnt type this shit if i was 2years back. usually i keep in.

last time i use to think that keeping to myself was better, better then letting the rest suffer. better this way eh? just keep smiling i guess. smile and everything will be alright. that was once someone told me and i didnt know him. will end this though. long shitz. gotta chiong for my assignment now. no more delay. peace and smiles =)

Well, I know that it's early

And it's too hard to think

And the broken empty bottles

Are reminder in the sink

But I thought that I should tell you

If it's not to late to say I could put back all the pieces,

They just might not fit the same

Nothing's worth losing

Especially the chance to make it right

And I know that we're gonna be fine

And the tattooed mistakes

Are gonna fade over time

As long as we live, time passes by

And we won't get it back when we die

spilled the water 01:40am

its just not the same anymore

scared shit

2007-07-16T01:37:00.000+08:00

hey! hows life moving along? mine's pretty boring right now..ahaha!! got this urge to go camp again or something. it feels not right. i used to go to loads of camp in the past, but now rarely. where are u people!?!?...ahaha! shucks, miss those days we used to fool ard in camp, ultimately having fun i guess. urgg..lonesome feeling. seems like everyones gone..ahah!!

anyway, back to life. went renew my passport the other day, at nassim road, thats where the philippine embassy is, took a cab to lazy to walk. went in fill up some forms and went to give the thing to the counter. the guy sitting there, looked at my old passport photo, my ic photo, and my current photo, sit there looking a while, called his friend come see. and ask me whether am i this person..AHAH! dam stupid lah. how different can i look like..lol anyway. ya collected it back already took a cab today again. long queue but ya. sunday ma.

something frightened me just now.i was here in my room doing some shit which i forgot, went to the kitchen to have a glass of milk. nothing wrong, went back to my room. then like after an hr, i went out to have another glass, shit the tv was on. no one was ard. i was like...shit. this is like a horror movie. i stood there staring blankly then i got frightened and went back to my room. spooky shit. the tv was on..wtf!! no one is ard somemore. then like 10min later. something bang on my door(im currently using the study room which has a glass sliding door, with curtains covering of course) i jumped and took my quite a long time to went over to draw the curtains to see wats that. CHEH!!! it was my mum, she on the tv. cuz some friends were coming over to stay in my house for a month. kinda like rent or something. lol scared the shit out of me.

Softly we tremble tonight,

picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,

I said I'd never leave you'll never change

I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

Am I supposed to be happy?

With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.

believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.

Lost in a simple game cat and mouse

Are we the same people as before this came to light?

spilled the water 01:56am

rewriting stories

fatigue and sicked

2007-07-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

whoa..this week is kinda a weak week for me...ahah...feeling so tired and sleepy and no energy..no idea why...lol maybe i drained myself dry or just i take lesser sweets now..ahah..no matter what..im just tired..lol and sick.. fever a couple days ago, headache, followed by stomach pain..whoa too much in a week.slept alot in class or just skipping em. eat more FRUITS!! ahah..

poly50 ended. wasted i nver got the t-shirt even though i was the helper, damn bright yellow this year..lol kinda bright. was with a couple of smit ppl in checkpoint1 i guess, being crowd control and everything, same like last year. fun but quite tiring, walking back and forth to push everyone back, so they won't crowd the path. seeing ppl run here run there like fun but no im not going join..ahah..tiring..not a thing i would do.

now stuck in my room not knowing what i should do, i wanna start my assignments but dunno what to begin with, where to begin. but anyway trying my best i guess. not that i hate the lessons but i dun like the audio lesson, i just dunno what to do, i have no idea on how to do..lol just trying to pass that module. gems crap. test last last week manage to smoke through. but i nver hand in the assignment so see how. yawn. faster faster holidays. wanna work cuz i got no cash. jq as usual got infinite cash treat the whole bunch of us eat at sakae for his birthday, rich ass kid..*jealous...ahaha!

rawr! going sleep now, feeling tired again

I sit around and think about,

all the times we shared

all the time.

I wonder what you dream about

Where you go and have been

all the time.

and now i know…..

If this is a test i'm gonna fail it my best

the only way to stay true.

And this is my destiny and there is no helping me,

life is bitter sweet.

spilled the water 12:22am

and i know

birthdays madness

2007-07-07T02:27:00.001+08:00

first thing first

shout out to all passed/coming birthdays.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

TO JULY PEOPLE!!!

looking at my calender in my room, just recently found out that its like totally full of birthdays in the july month. whoa..whats the world coming to...ahaha!! except for little space here and there, the july month is crawling with birthdays...ahaha.. ah ok thats about it.

tmr is live earth. cool..ahah something about concert for global warming. im totally for them, save the earth, save the world. lol. sux to know that the planet is totally full of shit, done mostly by humans but ya..ahah..wear green tommorow =) thats what im gonna wear, to ltc recce..ahah..going p.u to check the place out. gonna be fun i guess. memories already start sweeping in, memories of the times in p.u ahaha..unforgettable. besides ltc got a few more stuffs happened there =)

ahhhh just found out another 2 friends migrated. how fun. ahahah.have fun both of ya..will be missing you all and all the times we had. wish i can visit u all one day =) all leaving one by one.. then one day ill be on my own.........neh...that wont happen =) take care lots and remember to send me stuffs always...ahaha..=)

Shut the fuck up she said,

I'm going fucking deaf

You're always too loud, everything's too loud

Now that all my friends left,

this place is fucking dead

I wanna move out, when can we move out?

This shit has got to stop

I'll run away

spilled the water 02.42am

i knew what i wanted

blehx...

2007-07-03T03:10:00.000+08:00

urrggg...this few days, been kinda busy, sorry to lots of ppl. for many reasons. ya. anyway, my taste buds been kinda weird lately, cant seem to taste lots of things...ahah..probably due to too much intake of sugar..but dunno why seems like no taste..shit...anyway ya as i said, been pretty busy, lots of stuffs to do, school, club, and outside stuffs...rawr! no time to find things to do. quickie, 2 more mths, relaxed already, i guess..ahaha...

schools as usual boring, anyway anyway!! shout to HD and RAT! if ur reading this!!!, i met her a few days back and omg, she looks damn pretty lah!!!!!!!!!!...wasted sia ...only we know =)...all i can say is wasted...lol..anyway talked to her, same like the past, that weird funny lil kid, so quiet but once i talked to her, she start talking non stop..ahaha! , wonder if its a virus...those that come contact with us, got some kind of weird personality changes..b4, she wasnt like this..ahah..maybe its just me...ahah.

anyway, i gotta find something to do, get a hobby or something. day in day out, doing the same thing..pretty boring sometimes. gosh, it sux sometimes, just staring blankly into space thinking what to do, or just aimlessly surfing the web hoping something interesting will pop out, going through files dunno looking for what. geesh...it sux..lol..damn u JES!!...go so far away never tell me, never bring me along. if i see u again, i will kill u..ahah..just kidding =), just remind u..send me lots of stuff ya? nice having u ard for the past 5years, without u is not the same we will miss you ya?...come back frequently ok?..ahaha(and send me lots and lots of gifts.) so that party was ur farewell..gosh how dumb of me to missed it..im so sorry...=)

You take what you get and you get what you give
I say don't run from yourself, man, that's no way to live
I've got a record in my bag you should give it a spin
Lift your hands in the air so that life can begin
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it

spilled the water 01:50am

under the lights